Welcome to My Dark Side
Fine. So people have been dropping by this blog and I have "I like your blog" comments being sent to me. Wee!
I haven't been updating the geddem site because I'd rather complain about my life in private. I am experiencing an un-fun side of me for almost this entire year. Life seems to be all about work lately. And work is about follow-ups, deadlines and that mad dash as to whether I am sliding up or sliding down in the learning curve.
Life used to be simple. Or, at least, it looked simple to me. I only wanted to do something that I really loved. At night, I would turn on my computer and browse around internet sites or talk on the instant messenger. That was work. I didn't have a lot of money but I get to walk around. Not having much money wasn't reason enough to get me paralyzed and do nothing. I just concentrated on making "work" work.
I used to think that I rant a lot around here. How my lovelife stinks. It's a venue for all green stuff I find growing around the Net. Some of them funny. Some of them kinky. But I try my best not to make it look like a porn site otherwise I'll start charging. Hahaha!
Normally, I have two options for every major decision. Do I kink or do I NOT kink? Which one is unreal and which one's real? Do I know what I want or do I not know it? Do I choose to be good or bad? Do I go for sex or do I wait for love to happen? Choices, choices, choices.
I have been having this uncanny realization of why not just settle for just any guy? Get over it and get the boyfriend. Why wait for the best? And the answer to that is, I DESERVE THE BEST. Gaddammit! So, no, not settling for anything less. Endless decisions. Endless choices. But tick-tock-tick-tock... time is catching up with me.
I poke fun at my dark side. That's why I have kink_gurl. Welcome to my dark side. Enjoy your stay.
I haven't been updating the geddem site because I'd rather complain about my life in private. I am experiencing an un-fun side of me for almost this entire year. Life seems to be all about work lately. And work is about follow-ups, deadlines and that mad dash as to whether I am sliding up or sliding down in the learning curve.
Life used to be simple. Or, at least, it looked simple to me. I only wanted to do something that I really loved. At night, I would turn on my computer and browse around internet sites or talk on the instant messenger. That was work. I didn't have a lot of money but I get to walk around. Not having much money wasn't reason enough to get me paralyzed and do nothing. I just concentrated on making "work" work.
I used to think that I rant a lot around here. How my lovelife stinks. It's a venue for all green stuff I find growing around the Net. Some of them funny. Some of them kinky. But I try my best not to make it look like a porn site otherwise I'll start charging. Hahaha!
Normally, I have two options for every major decision. Do I kink or do I NOT kink? Which one is unreal and which one's real? Do I know what I want or do I not know it? Do I choose to be good or bad? Do I go for sex or do I wait for love to happen? Choices, choices, choices.
I have been having this uncanny realization of why not just settle for just any guy? Get over it and get the boyfriend. Why wait for the best? And the answer to that is, I DESERVE THE BEST. Gaddammit! So, no, not settling for anything less. Endless decisions. Endless choices. But tick-tock-tick-tock... time is catching up with me.
I poke fun at my dark side. That's why I have kink_gurl. Welcome to my dark side. Enjoy your stay.
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